John laughs as well, then his face falls again. The lights from the city night is blue, illuminating beautifully on Sherlock’s face, it reflects off of his eyes wistfully. “I could never forgive myself Sherlock, I let all of it happen. I wasn’t strong enough to break us out. To save you. I’m weak.”
“Shut up, you idiot.” Sherlock’s face darkens. “You couldn’t have done anything. This was Moriarty. He planned every single step, with no room for heroism. We were pawns in his game. His methods were a sick and twisted way of pushing the two of us together. I’m certain that this was Moriarty playing the matchmaker.”
“What the fuck? You seriously think him raping you was a ploy so you come crying into my arms?” now that John speaks, he begins to understand. All of it makes sense now and he’s been denying the idea all along, for four months to be exact. “No, no no no, this is all wrong, I can’t.”
“But it worked, didn’t it?” Sherlock smiles sadly, bracketing John’s head with his hands and leaning in for a kiss. He breaths into the kiss and John holds him tightly, letting this be the opportunity to lose control. Only, this time, it’s okay.
--- So, I hope that wasn't too terrible, and I hope the OC gets to see it eventually :)
Re: FILL (6/6) non-con Moriarty/Sherlock with John watching
“Shut up, you idiot.” Sherlock’s face darkens. “You couldn’t have done anything. This was Moriarty. He planned every single step, with no room for heroism. We were pawns in his game. His methods were a sick and twisted way of pushing the two of us together. I’m certain that this was Moriarty playing the matchmaker.”
“What the fuck? You seriously think him raping you was a ploy so you come crying into my arms?” now that John speaks, he begins to understand. All of it makes sense now and he’s been denying the idea all along, for four months to be exact. “No, no no no, this is all wrong, I can’t.”
“But it worked, didn’t it?” Sherlock smiles sadly, bracketing John’s head with his hands and leaning in for a kiss. He breaths into the kiss and John holds him tightly, letting this be the opportunity to lose control. Only, this time, it’s okay.
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So, I hope that wasn't too terrible, and I hope the OC gets to see it eventually :)