John is also used to Sherlock manipulating and experimenting on him, and accepts it as part of their dynamic with only the occasional complaint. This doesn't really impact how he feels about or treats him -- but it does mean he will always view Sherlock's words and actions through a lens of doubt.
Which is why when Sherlock confesses (truthfully) that he's in love with him, John can only laugh hysterically.
And when Sherlock starts falling apart over the next few weeks? John can't bring himself to give a damn, because he can only see it as another attempt to manipulate him.
I don't care whether this leads to a good end or a bad end, I just want it to hurt.
Trust issues, anyone?
John is also used to Sherlock manipulating and experimenting on him, and accepts it as part of their dynamic with only the occasional complaint. This doesn't really impact how he feels about or treats him -- but it does mean he will always view Sherlock's words and actions through a lens of doubt.
Which is why when Sherlock confesses (truthfully) that he's in love with him, John can only laugh hysterically.
And when Sherlock starts falling apart over the next few weeks? John can't bring himself to give a damn, because he can only see it as another attempt to manipulate him.
I don't care whether this leads to a good end or a bad end, I just want it to hurt.