When his army friends reminisced and talked about their families and friends and their dreams and hopes... They talked about how they missed their wives, how they were missing the birth of their child, when their baby stands, talks etc.
John could never join in because he has no one - estranged from Harry, no lover... Nothing. while his comrades die one by one in war, John becomes more and more saddened - he has nothing to return home to, while they all do. It's not fair. When he is asked, what his plans are when he is finished and he's always believed "I have no plans. I'm dying here. I came here to die for my country." Sort of thing.
His last mate from training lies in his arms, and on his last breath, makes john promise he will fight to survive and live his life for the soldiers who died. Im not saying John is suicidal. I'm saying he didn't expect to come out alive.
Now John is back and finding that he greatly enjoys life with Sherlock, he cries because he's glad he made it.
John didn't expect to survive the war. He didn't plan for a life after the war.
John could never join in because he has no one - estranged from Harry, no lover... Nothing. while his comrades die one by one in war, John becomes more and more saddened - he has nothing to return home to, while they all do. It's not fair. When he is asked, what his plans are when he is finished and he's always believed "I have no plans. I'm dying here. I came here to die for my country." Sort of thing.
His last mate from training lies in his arms, and on his last breath, makes john promise he will fight to survive and live his life for the soldiers who died. Im not saying John is suicidal. I'm saying he didn't expect to come out alive.
Now John is back and finding that he greatly enjoys life with Sherlock, he cries because he's glad he made it.
Johnlock welcome.