Thank you for your kind comments, I'm so glad and relieved that what I came up with pleased you, enthusiasticanon! Apart from the obvious porn aspect I wanted it to be about love and a little bit of strangeness, the idea of wanting to be really a part of someone like that is to me part of Sherlock's character. I think he would be that kind of person when truly in love.. And wanting to share the entire experience with John would come naturally to him, I think. I was hoping someone would write it but frankly I couldn't wait.