Someone wrote in [personal profile] sherlockbbc_fic 2014-07-03 12:00 am (UTC)

Re: Filled: What's Done In The Dark 1/?

First chapter for fill, it is a tad bit more angsty than I expected it to be, but I hope that's okay. There are mentions of past dubcon (I needed away of explaining why Sherlock was so scared during sex with John)

Prompt also available on a03 if you can't see it properly here.

Enjoy x

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It was surprisingly easy for Sherlock to keep his ‘Little Problem’ hidden from his flat-mate turned lover. John. The only man Sherlock himself had ever actively pursued. Although, the former- army doctor, had been unexpectedly rather difficult to ‘get’. While the doctor himself, may not have been as straight as he had always proclaimed himself to be; he wasn’t an easy catch by any means. He very much made Sherlock ‘work for it’ as the saying goes.


Sherlock had been required to endure months of ‘wooing’ in the form of forcing himself to eat at ridiculously priced eatery’s, reminding himself to clean up his experiments, remembering that just because he was awake at 3am in the morning it didn’t mean everyone else was.


It was hell.


But, it had paid off because now John was HIS and he was more fulfilled than even he could have predicted. However, there was an issue and that issue was… Sebastian. Or perhaps, a more accurate description was the lingering ‘effects’ of Sebastian.


Sebastian had been the first person to pursue Sherlock although the use of the word ‘pursue’ may be an erroneous way of labelling it. Hunted… may be a more truthful narrative of how their ‘relationship’ had come about. Yes, Sherlock had be feverishly hunted by Sebastian and it had been… unpleasant. Sherlock had been young and inexperienced.


And, quite frankly, Sherlock had never encountered the type of ‘association’ Sebastian had required from him. It had been daunting for him the first time Sebastian had held him down pounded ruthlessly into him. The first few times it had happened Sherlock’s fight-or-flight response had kicked in.


The end results had been… painful.


Overtime, Sherlock succeeded in not fighting back. As, he quickly came to the realisation that struggling was both pointless and excruciatingly painful (on his end).


In the end Sherlock was only able to free himself of the ‘affiliation’ by going to Mycroft after a particularly brutal encounter. The two never discussed it again. Another thing they didn’t discuss, was the suspiciously timed attack Sebastian himself had suffered shortly afterwards. Although, Sherlock personally didn’t lose any sleep over the rumoured savagery his former ‘whatever’ had suffered through.



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