That was what I had in mind. And don't worry...I understand how it is not masturbation. It is more sensual/romantic than sexual, then. Do you prefer using the term "beloved"? Also..does he have animistic bouts of insight with other objects ( but no romantic relationship with them)? Or does only his beloved "speak" to him ( I get that there is no voice per se). Thank you for posting this prompt. I am learning a lot and enjoying writing it. So far, I have small scenes in chunks so it is not yet publishable, but it is underway.