if I show how miserable I am everybody's uncomfortable and wishes I wouldn't
if I don't show how miserable I am then when I try to explain that I'm not okay just now and need a minute, nobody believes me
well what the fuck do you want me do to, universe I can't just curl up in a ball and never move again no matter how tempting that is on some mornings (or afternoons or evenings) and I can't just ignore it entirely because it fucking hurts and I'm tired.
MEH most people are wonderful but goddamn do the awful ones ever make sure their voices are heard
chronic illness/pain paradox; I know some of you know how this is
if I don't show how miserable I am then when I try to explain that I'm not okay just now and need a minute, nobody believes me
well what the fuck do you want me do to, universe
I can't just curl up in a ball and never move again no matter how tempting that is on some mornings (or afternoons or evenings)
and I can't just ignore it entirely because it fucking hurts and I'm tired.
MEH most people are wonderful but goddamn do the awful ones ever make sure their voices are heard